Isn't it funny how we tend to worry? Worry about little things, big things, stuff that doesn't matter. And then something happens, something clicks...and you gain perspective once again and realize that all of that worrying was wasted time. And then you also realize how God is in control and always has your back, no matter what. Down to every last detail.
That is where I'm at right now and I am at a place of inner peace and contentment. Because for now, I am not worrying. And how funny that I know I will worry again, even after moments of clarity. Oh how silly we are!
But things have fallen into place for me and I have a place to live AND a job in Harrisonburg!! I let my supervisor from my social work practicum in college know that I would be moving back into town and to let me know of open positions in and around Harrisonburg. Little did I know that around that same time, this agency (Children Services of VA- Treatment Foster Care) was thinking about hiring an additional worker! Oh the timing! I don't have quite all the experience that they're looking for, so I will be considered a trainee and have a smaller case load for the first year, but overall I'm excited. I had a very positive experience doing my practicum in that setting and learned a lot both in the office and out in the community with clients. I'm also excited to be working in such a supportive environment and with really great staff.
God is good. End of story.
I am enjoying August so far...work continues to be busy and is still keeping me on my toes, as I work with new individuals. It's sad to think of leaving my placement and saying good-bye to all the participants and co-workers I have developed relationship with. There are many participants I have grown quite fond of and not seeing their faces on a regular basis, saddens me. I feel like I will leave part of my heart in this place. My blood, sweat, tears- my joy, happiness, and anger/frustration...all have come through at some point in my year here. I have grown in so many ways through this job and learned things that I don't even know of yet. I would say the top things I have learned are: selflessness, patience, flexibility, and human importance. But beyond that, I have learned that when you are your raw self and the essence of humility- that is when you reach people and they see you for who you are and what they want to become when they are around you.
A lady at church shared last Sunday...and her words hit a nerve with me. She was talking about serving people and how before we share with them about spiritual matters and their spirituality; we need to first meet them where they're at and attend to their basic needs. Helping people isn't a matter of sweeping in and patching troubled spots. It's digging deep, meeting them on their level, and seeing them for who they are. This year of service wasn't what I was expecting...but this placement at Out and About has been the utmost blessing in my life and I am truly sad to leave.
I am but one person and can only do so much. But when many in this earthly kingdom serve...big changes can be made and people will notice.
Have a happy, safe weekend friends.
Lindsey
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